I napped most of today, and slept kinda crappy last night. I actually went to bed before 10pm the last 2 nights, which is amazingly rare for me, I'm usually up until at least 1am. The first night I slept on my couch at my apartment (and if you've been there, you know it's amazingly comfy) so that I wouldn't try to sleep on my side and be in more pain. Last night I slept at my parents house, and slept on my side like normal, but with a giant stuffed animal for padding. I think I might be up to driving by tomorrow...? I can turn my head enough to get around, I think.
I'm amazed with myself, I guess because I've had so much waiting, and such a strong gut feeling that the hodge was back, that I actually haven't freaked out since surgery yet -- no crying, nothing! And I cry like it's my job lately, so I'm amazed with myself. I'm just waiting until Tuesday to find out the news. But I have a strong feeling that it'll be confirmed that it's officially back. I decided if it is back, and I have to go thru a stem cell transplant and terrible chemo, that I'm not going to rush into it. I'm going to request at least 2-3 weeks before chemo starts. I want to get some fun in before my life goes to shit. Maybe another pre-chemopalooza too? I dunno, it's a possibility.
Anywho, I think I'm going to go try and do something now, so I'll write more, maybe later tonight.