I'm sorry it's taken me so long to post. I got into one of those tired and lazy funks recently mixed in with a little bit of busy... and whoops no posts for a while! Sorry!
So lately, my skin has been a giant mess! I'm an acne nightmare! My hormones are all sorts of screwed up, and my skin looks worse than it's been probably in my entire life. Ugh. I just don't even want to leave the house it's so bad. I went to the dermatologist last week before Christmas to get my port scar injected with some steroids to hopefully shrink my scar... it only sorta worked, like the last time! Anywho, I told the dermatologist that I needed some help for my crazy skin so they kind of overloaded me on stuff - which every dermatologist does and it's so annoying! They also always push benzoyl peroxide products but they bleach clothes, sheets, and towels - so I HATE them! They also put me on birth control again, which should help a lot with the crazy hormones - the bad thing is, I have to wait until I get my period again, and who knows when that will happen. Ugh! The other bad thing which I actually forgot all about - weight gain! Just what I need! Hopefully I'll be working out more often (I went to the gym tonight!!!) and will lose instead of gain when I finally go on it. Damnit, I've got old pants to wear! So yeah, my skin is a mess. Think happy, clear skin thoughts for me and 2008!
Other than that, not much is new with me. My friend Hippy came to town this week, so I got to hang out with him last night. We were going to do kareoke, but decided to go back to that piano bar that I went to for my birthday. It was just okay this time though. Maybe I should have drank more! Ha
Tomorrow is New Years... and I kinda hate it... but it's snowing now... maybe I won't do anything :) I dunno, me and Hippy are planning on doing something, we just don't know what yet. Whatevs.
So yeah... 2008 here we come! This is the year or skinny, health, and fabulousness!
What is your New Years resolution? Mine is kinda weird... well other than the usual losing chemo weight, finding mister right, staying healthy, being happy...yada yada
The other one is... I've decided that for the month of January, I'm going to give up being the friend that always contacts my friends to make plans. It's stupid. I'm not bitter or anything, I just want to see who actually makes the effort, and perhaps those who don't might just get cut. This year has taught me that I'm the only friend I need, the others are just entertainment, and although I love them, I also get really angry when I'm always the only one putting effort into relationships. So it's sink or swim baby, starting 2008!
Anywho, I hope you're all well. And honestly, if you're reading this, you don't count in my 2008 resolution!
Soooo leave me comments and tell me what your resolutions are!
Oh and one more random random thing... I bought myself new perfume for 2008... afterall, I'm a big smell person, they cheer me up and make me feel good... so I thought it was worth changing it up a bit!
Okay, I'm done rambling!