Monday, December 19, 2011
Light Those 5 Year Diagnosis Candles!
This December actually marks 5 years since diagnosis. It's funny how some people remember and even celebrate certain dates. Some celebrate remission, some celebrate the last day of their chemo hell, some reflect on their diagnosis day... and of course, some are still battling the beast. For me, there was really never a calendar day that I remembered being told I was in remission. Finding out I had cancer and finishing chemo were two milestones -- err um something. They are two specific dates that don't seem to leave my brain. As I'm typing this up, I'm realizing I'm two days away from my five year diagnosis. It's weird how similar my life is to five years ago. Like eerily similar. I'm back working at a PR firm, doing the hussle bussle thing. Keeping suuuuper busy in my personal life too... happy as can be... I'm almost waiting for the other shoe to drop. But I it won't and can't. I'm hauling ass to June 14 2012, the official 5 year mark... or at least what I'm going to focus on and strive for. Perhaps I should start planning a party or a trip or something for it. Yes, I think something is in order.
It's sad, I'm slowly losing touch with my hodge friends. I mean, it's to be expected. But it's so sad how life gets in the way of keeping touch and remembering cancer. I still think about it daily. It shapes who I am. I wonder when that daily will be weekly, then monthly and then... I've come a long way from being bedridden and miserable and staying at my parents house because I didn't even want to leave to grocery shop. My hair is curlier, but still pretty close to its normal orignial state. My hodge homeys will always be part of me, just a more distant part from time to time.
Well this blog didn't go as deep as I planned. I have a little writers block or something... still it was a necessary update and slightly cathartic as always :)
Happy almost 5 years to me!
Posted by Kelly Kane at 9:27 PM
Labels: Anniversary, busy bee, cancer, cancerversary, happy, Hodgkin's Lymphoma, Kelly Updates, No Hodge No Foul
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Just found your blog by clicking around, and wanted to congratulate you on your 5... cute cake :) Be well.
I don't know you, but I truly hope you a long and healthy life. My own mom is fighting the brave battle against cancer too.
Hi Kelly - Your Hodge friends, me included, will always have a strong bond...especially our HODGEAPALOOZA group...still one of the best experiences/times in my life!
Thank goodness for Facebook to keep in touch.
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